I wish, they are here. They hug me and lemme doing nothing. They do what I have to do. They let me to cry day to day. They feed me even I lost my appetize. Like what they did 2 years ago. When I thought I couldnt handle it, they lent hands.
But I should realize, I am alone. I could not cry like people, yesterday, now dan maybe forever.
Only 10 seconds, then I have to wipe all fallen tears.
All I need is an empty chair so I could rest for a moment.
All I need is an empty world, so nobody could hear.
All I need is a warm blanket to cover me.
A voice comes, it says like what he said that noone cares and loves me.