Wish

I wish, they are here. They hug me and lemme doing nothing. They do what I have to do. They let me to cry day to day. They feed me even I lost my appetize. Like what they did 2 years ago. When I thought I couldnt handle it, they lent hands.

But I should realize, I am alone. I could not cry like people, yesterday, now dan maybe forever.

Only 10 seconds, then I have to wipe all fallen tears. 

All I need is an empty chair so I could rest for a moment. 

All I need is an empty world, so nobody could hear. 

All I need is a warm blanket to cover me. 

A voice comes, it says like what he said that noone cares and loves me.