Several days ago, Umi is getting older. It is only 4 months the gap, you and Umi. She is 60 now. I am afraid. I am worried.
Allah called you when you were 60 yo and 3 months.
Umi is worried if I leave her, but deepest in my heart, I am the one who are feeling the fear. I dont want to be left again. I am not strong enough now. Still, I dont have a hand. I cant hold it.
I am so tired acting like I am strong. I really want to cry on other's shoulder. My friends are so far from me. I miss them.
People have their own world. I dont step in theirs.
But what should I do now?
dr. V asked me a month ago about it.
What should I do?
I need a map to walk.
I need someone accompanying me.
My legs are shaking.
It is 30